From the Mouths of Crows

Tore up from the floor up

Feeling ridiculously tired last night and today so I worked on meditation and energy work instead of trying to commune with the Morrighan today. I think I may need to do more work before I try. I know she has a hold on me, I have no idea why. I’ve had someone else who was one of her followers tell me I so don’t seem like I am at all. I’m sorry I don’t bring the doom and gloom 24/7? Most people don’t understand why. However I’ve been given signs and thing I can’t ignore, especially not from Her. I’ve given her many prayers and whatever offerings I can afford. Whether it was wine, art, blood. But I don’t want to try something that major at the wrong time or this tired. So it might be best to hold off until Samhain, which would be excellent timing.

Plus still dealing with emotional things, that I really just want to go away… I think I’ll meditate again tonight just to quiet my mind and not think about it. Because thinking about missing them doesn’t help.

So its best to just stick to being productive, I’m half way to the camera I want, but have to pay rent/bills at the beginning of next month. So It might have to wait just a bit longer. Then I’m jamming this blog full of pictures of my apartment building, plus of the statues next door. Also I want to go get graveyard dirt uptown, considering how old the graveyard is there should be some interesting graves plus energy. So pictures will accompany that. Along with some of my altar, which is supper simple but very natural looking. Yay for pictures!